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    Thursday, November 16th, 2006
    3:49 am
    SMILE
    I forget there are people I don't talk to regularly! Nothing much going on right now. Lots of class stuff and work. Though both will be dieing down this weekend and I will be turning back into the social butterfly Jason loves so much. Speaking of, I love the way God works. Finding ways to make the greyist of situations wonderful. If you don't know how wonderful, call me and I'll tell you, it's a better story if I tell it with my voice. You should call anyway cuz lots of fun stuffs are coming up and I would love it if you came. Life is GREAT!! I do miss some friends I haven't talked to in awhile. All my new friends are awesome I forgot how awesome it was to meet people who know nothing about you and I get to tell my stories again!! My pillow calls!

    NIGHT
    Sunday, September 17th, 2006
    9:39 pm
    Stolen from Laura
    procrastination
    Oh the joy of procrastinating....

    Q:WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY?
    A: Hanging out with friends

    Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?
    A: Sleeping

    Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?
    A: Watching America's Next Top Model

    Q: SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1995?
    A: I was in fourth grade (hating my teacher)

    Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
    A: "OK, No problem"

    Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?
    A: Apple cider and water (soon to be an Apple martini cuz JON IS 21!!!!!!!!!!!)

    Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
    A: The only colors green and white

    Q: WHAT IS OUT YOUR BACK DOOR?
    A: The red cedar and some drunk guys bbqing (they are hot though) HI

    Q: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
    A: Mixers

    Q: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
    A: Last gift Grey's Anatomy 2nd season DVD's but that wasn't for my birthday I got a phone though then

    Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR?
    A: Brown with golden numbers

    Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
    A: EVERYWHERE!!!!

    Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
    A: Sunny and humid

    Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
    A: Vanilla

    Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
    A: Saw one on TV today but the last one wasn't for awhile

    Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?
    A: 2 sister-in-laws

    Q: DO YOU WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR?
    A: No but I do want a perm

    Q: ARE YOU OVER THE AGE OF 25?
    A: NO :( I wanna be 21

    Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
    A: yes and loud

    Q: DO YOU WATCH THE OC?
    A: No

    Q: DOES YOUR SCREEN NAME HAVE AN '' X '' IN IT?
    A: No

    Q: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE CALLED STEVE?
    A: yes, "let's name it Steve, I'm not afraid of Steve" (over the hedge)

    Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
    A: Yuperdupper

    Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
    A: only if it is with the right person

    Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
    A: if it's a scary movie

    Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
    A: no but I wanna have it back!!!!!!!

    Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
    A: Either Regina Spektor or Mercy me

    Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
    A: Sparty

    Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
    A: Pizza :(

    Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
    A: All the freaking time

    Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
    A: yes and school

    Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
    A: Someone killed an animal with a gun in my presence

    Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
    A: PLEASE GOD YES

    Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
    A: 2 days 9 hours and 4 minutes ago (from 9:34pm Sunday)

    Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
    A: Reading, posting, writing, etc...

    Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
    A: DO NOT CALL ME BETH

    Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
    A: Like at first sight, lust at first sight love is a balance of the two

    Q: YOUNGEST PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY?
    A: Aidan my nephew

    Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
    A: Don't abuse God's creation enjoy it (he did create weed btw) :)

    Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
    A: When i'm drunk

    Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
    A: I rolled on my belly on one in kindergarten

    Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
    A: V for Vendetta but that was a month ago but it is the last movie I saw

    Q: WHAT KIND OF CELLPHONE DO YOU HAVE?
    A: cingular sony ericson

    Q: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
    A: Superman Soundtrack

    Q: ARE YOU CURRENTLY DEPRESSED?
    A: NO tired!!

    Q: DO YOU THINK ANYONE MISSES YOU RIGHT NOW?
    A: YES And I love him


    And if you just read that entire thing you are procrastinating too. and your welcome for helping you put off your god aweful chore a few more minutes
    Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
    9:18 pm
    P.S If you ask and I say I don't want to talk about it end of story
    9:01 pm
    I hate explaining myself to people!!!!!

    The reason I feel the need to explain myself is because I yearn for their approval. It’s always been that way. I want approval from everyone Christians, Goths, Alcoholics I want them to like me. It comes with being very sanguine.

    But I am sick of explaining myself. The reason I need to explain myself is because people judge too much. Your questions? They aren’t new to me I have asked myself the same things a million times. I may not have found an answer but I have prayed about it and have put my trust in God to lead me down the right path.

    I don’t have an explanation. Love doesn’t make sense. And when you ask I get scared you will think I’m dumb and crazy and not accept me.

    Well I am done explaining. I am putting my trust in God’s will and am leading my life by a prayer and if that sounds crazy to you fine I don’t need your approval. When you give your life to save me from eternal damnation I will give a damn about what you think.
    Thursday, August 31st, 2006
    2:12 pm
    SINGLE
    Have you ever feel like God just put a huge florecent sign in front of you telling you exatly what to do? And then be to afraid to do it? Or feel you might turn your mission into somthing He wasn't expecting?

    If you haven't heard, I'm single. By my own choice unfortunantly. It's really complicated (which is how I seem to like all my relationships). Short story is I'm single and ready to enjoy every second of it.

    The oportunity God has given me I am very thankful for, BUT I have been tide down for so long I think I am just going to go crazy the next few months. Finally get back to being me :) flirty, fun, making dumb choices just to feel accepted.

    Best part! I CAN'T WAIT to start being crazy! Bring on the hot men (and women) Bethany is SINGLE!!!
    Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
    7:50 pm
    Life once again kicks me in the ass
    Warning to anyone with a dell they crash two years after you get them. Three different people have told me the same story that just happened to me. Lost all my files including the power point presentation for my class group due tomarrow. Wow sometimes life sucks. Soon class with be done for two weeks and I can sit by the pool and sip something outragiously alchoholic.

    Current Mood: ...ish
    Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
    5:55 pm
    I'm not running away I'm just in College
    ***WORD OF CAUTION***
    all you people still living with your parents.. ENJOY IT!! Because there will come a day when you haven't talked to you mom in a week and you are the only one who notices. There will come a day you leave a message on your favorite siblings voicemail and realize three days later they haven't called you back (for you I hope they don't come on the same day like me). You may be the center of their life now but soon you will be another one that has left the nest and they will move on just like they did your siblings. They will still love you but it hurts like hell to not be their everything. They warn parents about empty nests but where was my warning.


    I haven't been able to go to one family birthday party cuz of work or class this summer. And the ones i did get off of work for they resheduled. Like oh Bethany wont care big deal. I wasn't able to go on the family trip to NC and missed my nieces piano recital so I asked my brother to tape it for me at least 5 times. where is the tape you ask? NO FUCKING CLUE!!!! They think I am just this busy college student but just cuz I moved to East Lansing doesn't mean I was running away from home.
    Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
    10:12 pm
    Tattoo
    I REEEEEEEALLLLLLLY want to get a tattoo this summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am thinking some flower on my foot or a leaf on my ear lobe. The ear one is kinda visible and I think I will just let that one simmer in the back of my head for awhile. BUT I have been wanting one on my foot for soooooooo long I don't know how much longer I can wait. I hate to say it but it kinda depends on if I want to lie to my parents and get it without them knowing or ask permission *shivers* I really would love it to be a rememberance of my grandparents but then I have to wait for my last grandma to die (kinda morbid) for it to be a real memorial but that may be my only option to A) getting my parents to agree and B) having it mean more to me than just some thing I got done once
    Sunday, June 18th, 2006
    8:56 pm
    Bored??? DO THIS
    Since the summer can be boring do this!!!!!!


    My name:

    Who is the love of my life:

    Where did we meet:

    Take a stab at my middle name:

    How long have you known me:

    When is the last time that we saw each other:

    Do I smoke:

    Do I drink:

    When is my birthday:

    What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

    Do I have any siblings:

    What's one of my favorite things to do:

    Am I funny:

    What's my favorite type of music:

    What is the best feature about me:

    Am I shy or outgoing:

    Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

    Do I have any special talents:

    Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

    Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

    What is a memory we have once had:

    Have you ever hugged me:

    Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

    What is my favorite food:

    Have you ever had a crush on me:

    If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

    What's your favorite memory of me:

    Who do I like right now:

    What is my worst habit:

    If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what's one thing I would bring?

    Are we friends:

    Will you repost this so I can do thie for you?
    Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
    8:20 pm

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    Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
    4:30 pm
    Wonderful DAY
    Ever have such a great night that you don't want it to end? SURE

    Ever have such a great night that when you wake up the next morning you are still high on the night before??

    I blew up 20 dozen balloons today (no joke I counted) and some how I still feel awesome!!!!

    Amazing what a few well placed words can do.

    <~~~~~Biggest smile ever on my face

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Monday, May 1st, 2006
    12:07 am
    summer livn'
    I will be staying in East Lansing for the summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am overly excited cuz it means I won't have to live in the parent's house. Not that it would be all that bad but it is sooooOOOOOOOOoooOOOoOOooooo much better to be on my own. I am 99% sure I will be at 408 Durand (yes jason's place but he wont be living here anymore) so if you want to escape the dulldrums of Milford/Highland at anytime let me know, there will be a couch and hopefully a beer ready for you to hang out with me PARENT FREE
    Monday, April 17th, 2006
    11:36 pm
    spring
    AAHHHHHH spring!!! The birds come back and nest in the trees bringing beautiful songs to the air. The flowers in all their splendor and color cover the ground in a mosaic of color and scent. And who can forget the most telling sign that spring is finally here? Beer pong tables on every front lawn surrounded by drunk college students getting over their cabin fever. YEAH SPRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Thursday, April 13th, 2006
    2:29 am
    Casanova
    Casanova is now my mentor. I saw the movie casanova and it was funny so I looked up some quotes. The actual Casanova had some really good thoughts on life. You should check them out. My fav "Love is three quarters curiosity"
    Monday, April 10th, 2006
    10:51 pm
    Easter
    So I was sitting with a bunch of friends today just talking about dumb people and it hit me. 1973 years ago Jesus was sitting in a room full of his friends talking about dumb romans, yet (here is the kicker) one of his friends was planning on turinging him over to be killed. And get this the hundreds of people that fell to their knees yesterday when he came into town will be yelling for him to be killed by the end of the week. DANG


    P.S. If you are in the milford area i hear there is some starbucks action going down 8pm
    Saturday, April 8th, 2006
    12:40 am
    guys
    I've had some time on my hands and thought I would write. I like having alot of time but I get bored. I miss the days when I had alot of guy friends to hang out with. Now it seems like such a push to be in a relationship you can't just hang out anymore. I don't want to ask someone to do something with me because I fear they will get the wrong idea but I am bored and wanna hang out and get to know people better. If in the future something develops that I have no control over then so be it but right now I am happy with where I am and just want to make better friends. *sigh*
    Monday, March 20th, 2006
    1:05 am
    The "quiet" weekend
    So I went home this weekend for a quiet study time. I was wrong. A really really really great friend of mine from high school (she was my big sister/mentor) called thursday night and told me her dad died.

    I hate it when things work out like that me being home randomly and her dad dieing.

    It has made me think about so much. Mostly that I need to see my friends more so I don't have to see them only when people die. I was all worried about my relationship with Jason over the past week cuz we are at that comfortable place. We are both happy and don't want anything to change. But I wont let myself be content I think about if we will grow tired of eachother if we are to comfortable. start taking eachother for granted.

    Long story short, life is way to short to worry about anything past a month from now. God put you in the moment so take it.
    Thursday, March 16th, 2006
    10:26 pm
    For all of those who know her Lauren McIntyre's dad died this wednesday from a heart attack. Pray for her family please.
    Friday, March 3rd, 2006
    2:11 am
    spring break
    Well I am off to El Paso to build stuff. Everyone have a great spring break!!!!!!
    Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
    9:26 pm
    I feel like I have been putting up the nice front for to long. I vent in my bed at night to myself but the next person to face me they will hear exactly how I feel. I am sorry if it is you but this is your warning. BE NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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